How Can You Stay Outside ? There's a Beautiful Mess Inside

I Don't Know What'S Wrong With Me

People always leave me. In the end i'm always on my own.

Anyway, I've always been lonely. When I was a little girl I played alone all day long. And it never changed.

As a consequence I enjoy being alone. Is this so bad if i don't need nobody ? Is this abnormal if i can stay without seing anybody for days ?
I don't know if I like what I've begun.

Deep down in my heart I think it's my fault if everybody let me down.
I really suck in my relationships with friends, with lovers, with everybody actually.
I really feel uncomfortable in my own skin, like I don't fill into this world, like I am an ovni in comparison to others.


So, people thinks i am boring because I let them choose.
People thinks i am an idiot when I am ill-at-ease and I don't speak.
People forgets me because I never grumble

So they go, and leave me alone.

Now I guess I will always feel lonely in my life. Comfortable only with myself.
Great.

L O V E

If you are not affraid of walking a bit further in your relationship you will see it